Inner turmoil!

standing on the other side, watching us moving up n down..beautiful to see ppl around..pleasing to see their carefree zone..you may not imagine what  they are going through..

Outside world has started new avenues, mounting the pressure to follow the set trajectory of thought..
The inner world has unwillingly decided to get subsumed in yours..
You may not imagine what we are going through..

The noises, laughter girgling in my ears..enjoying the life on your terms..
Calling yourself independent, you hv ceased the mental freedom around yours..treating others 'different' is so easy..but..you may not imagine what we are going through...

This is the tussle within us from childhood..posing to be what you are not..suppressing the waves of inner time..the tyranny of time has devastated all!!
Had the world envisioned the wraths of this tussle within..you could have imagined what we went through then!!

                                          WE  SWEAR NOT TO HURT

We swear not to hurt,

We act the other way,

We ignore our mishaps,

We do everything keeping in view our concern!

Shameful of the deeds, watery eyes, and a fear in the heart,

Timeless we poke others, but our own self is gut with uneasiness!

Head held high and the feet have loosen the ground

We then realize…world lies beyond our own set world

The feet get their place and heart gets cooled!

How come this transformation?

It’s the self experience, which spiritualizes the reality and we are rejuvenated!

Long ago the same position I was facing…feeling of indifference!

Untouched by the pious feeling of attachment,

I used to visualize the world of perfection…

But suddenly…ceases to exist, the world of indifference!

Now I know, what life is; with the one who strive to get “perfection” as He thinks, but the reality world portrays… differently.

So many questions unanswered!

My existence has been put to question.

Why this path, were perfection is a casual affair?

Why to wait for the path, untrodden by anyone.

The answer is…am subservient to my heart!

Mind and heart has different ways to go on…